Let the Waters Rise

Ryan lost his job with Remington today. We had a hint that it may happen soon - the company didn't have the best year and had laid off in other offices. So, it wasn't a huge shock, but still a big disappointment because he really LOVED his job. There were several others who were let go along with him - the company has some new management and they were wanting to reorganize.

As scary as it is to be in this place again, we can't help but look at all the ways the Lord has provided for us and blessed us in the months leading up to this - He did not allow our house to sell (being stuck up in Madison would have been awful!). We just recently made the decision not to go back to Oregon for Christmas, to try and save money (so glad we hadn't already spent the money and bought our tickets). We also just bought a home computer and an external hard drive and Ryan spent the better part of last weekend moving all our family pictures and videos off of his work computer and onto the hard drive (otherwise we would have lost all those memories)!!

It's so amazing when you can look back and see things God was doing, even though you had no idea at the time. He definitely works in mysterious ways! He has carried us through difficult times before and always provided exactly what we need...so we are choosing to stand unafraid and face this storm with confidence in His goodness and His plan. There is a song by Mike's Chair that keeps playing over and over in my head...

"Don't know where to begin,
It's like my world's caving in,
And I try, but I can't control my fear.
Where do I go from here?

Sometimes it's so hard to pray,
When you feel so far away.
But I am willing to go where You want me to.
God, I trust You.

There's a raging sea right in front of me,
Wants to pull me in, bring me to my knees.
So let the waters rise if You want them to.
I will follow You, I will follow You.

I will swim in the deep,
Because You'll be next to me.
You're in the eye of the storm and the calm of the sea.
You're never out of reach.

God, You know where I've been,
You were there with me then.
You've been faithful before, You'll be faithful again.
I'm holding Your hand.

There's a raging sea, right in front of me,
Wants to pull me in, bring me to my knees.
So, let the waters rise, if You want them to.
I will follow You, I will follow You."